October 2011
8 posts
August 2011
8 posts
my eating disorder and anxiety/panic problems have...
I am laying on my stomach in bed among tons of pillows and stuffed animals, wearing little girls size 16 cotton stretchy shorts from walmart and a tanktop, with books and my nintendo ds and stuff for art collaging and fortune telling. the lights are dim, there’s a huge fake butterfly hanging from my ceiling over my bed from clear fishing line spinning around like it’s flying from the...
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jwhsdniofjvhsdflk WHAT THE HELL
i was all packed up and leaving for juliebeans house and i picked up my many bags of stuff that i take with me when i go places over night and i got really dizzy and i just kept walking and i somehow made it to my car but i fell when i got there D= this happened with my entire family home sitting on their asses in the living room watching me and they dont lift a mother fuckin finger they dont...
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i light candles and feel myself evaporate
I eat only sleep and air and everyone thinks I’m dumb but I’m smart because I’ve figured it out. I am slimmer than you are and I am burning my skin off little by little until I reach bone and self until I get to where I am essential until I get to where I am Food doesn’t tempt me anymore because I am so full of energy and sense I can even pass by water now because I am...
July 2011
3 posts
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Don’t eat, you’re gonna get fatter. Don’t talk,...
March 2011
3 posts
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“You’re not dead, but you’re not alive either. You’re caught in between the...”
– “Wintergirls”, Laurie Halse Anderson. (via iwillceasetoexist)
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February 2011
2 posts
January 2011
2 posts
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December 2010
6 posts
Time for some thrilling heroics.: You wanna know... →
onabridge:
This is my best effort to explain mental illness (as I personally have come to understand it) in a way that other people will hopefully be able to empathize with. I of course only speak for myself.
Being crazy is scary. More than any other emotion attached to it, it is scary. It’s scary like…
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November 2010
12 posts
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Things I just haven't been talking about, because...
For the past few months I’ve noticed something very, very wrong.
With my memory.
I find myself unable to remember more and more things. Sometimes it’s stuff from a year or two ago, or a few months ago. but mostly it’s stuff from last week or yesterday— or 30 minutes ago.
I have never been so terrified. It happens all the time.
I’ll be doing something and...
October 2010
2 posts
September 2010
4 posts
